Amen.
(Source: shit-thatblows)
Dont know if its the repeated injuries, the recurring concussions, sickness, difficulties with personal life, or all of this combined. But everything is legitimately starting to feel like utter shit. After a big game and a big win like tonight, everything should feel like great, like I’m on top of the world. Instead, I feel like shit. Body and head still aching from a dirty play from a dirty player. Yet all I do was talk to the team about letting them do the stupid shit and beat them on the scoreboard. Yet thats still not enough for me. When or what is going to be enough. Feels empty, like something is missing. Even after a big win, feels like it didn’t matter at all. After working so hard to get something, and it means nothing.
- January 20
- , 2012
‘Is hockey hard?’ I don’t know, you tell me. We need to have the strength and power of a football player, the stamina of a marathon runner, and the concentraion of a brain surgeon. But we need to put all this together while moving at high speeds on a cold and slippery surface while 5 other guys use clubs to try and kill us, oh yeah did I mention that this whole time we’re standing on blades 1/8 of an inch thick? Is ice hockey hard? I don’t know, you tell me. Next question.
Brendan Shanahan (via fuckyeahhockeyboys)
THIS WAS THE GIRL FROM JUSTIN BIEBER’S “BABY” VIDEO?! WHAT THE EFFFFF.
NO. I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT.
After watching my friends win a championship in roller hockey in front of 50 some odd people, made me think back to the one time I maybe had that many people watching and cheering. 50 some odd people may not seem like much, but when everyone’s into it, and in a small building, it can get loud. I have this burning desire to play in front of a huge crowd. Where everything that you do right, gets a cheer. Everything you mess up gets a hush of silence. I want that environment where I have hundreds of people behind me and cheering me on. I want to play for a championship, in front of hundred or thousands of people. And win.
- August 4
- , 2011
That feeling you get when you know you changed someones life, for the worse, when you didn’t intend to. and are unable to go back and fix it. I can say that that is one of the worst feelings ever. ESPECIALLY when its someone you love. Usually its “next time, I wont make the same mistake.” But the damage is already done. its beyond repair. and you cant go back and fix it. The feeling of not being able to do anything, to be virtually helpless. All you can do is be there for her but sometimes thats not enough. I’m not the only thing in her life. The world doesn’t revolve around me. Looking back, I can’t believe I did what I did. It was the most selfish thing I could have done. The most self centered thing I could have done. I thought I was the center of her world. Alas I was wrong. Very wrong. How could I do that to her? I would like to know what the fuck was going through my self absorbed mind at the time.
- May 10
- , 2011
